for numberthree.

[obediences]

And I’d choose you; in a hundred lifetimes, in a hundred worlds, in any version of reality, I’d find you and I’d choose you.

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[numberthree]

It's not without some recognition of awkward edges.

Fumbling mouthes and slightly knocking teeth, more driven than it is specific, and on one side, a lot far less than habit or experience, but all of that is made up for by the frenzied focus that is everything thrown into this. Like all the doors were thrown off. Everything is blown out by this. Keeping Allison's vision dotty and her heart rate through the roof of her head, ignored and lost completely when the only focus in the world she even has is the feel of Luther's mouth against hers, the places they are touching.

Touch. Twist. Keep shifting. Refusing to let go. To stop. To breathe.

Until Luther snaps still, pulling back like something struck him, and Allison's mouth hangs, gracefully inept, like a fish, suddenly drowning in the air instead of without it, shifting, without quite being able to close, tongue touching her bottom lip. As Luther's wide eyes, all blue, but blown darker than she's ever seen them, are suddenly faceted on her as that one word leaves his mouth, and her mouth hasn't even found words, but it's not necessary --

-- because then she hears Diego yelling.

Which has her twisting to look over her same shoulder that Luther's looking over, and they are. They are still on this farm, in the snow. And Lila is god knows where now. And they were just. She was. She had almost. They had. Allison's snap back to his face is more acute she thinks than his, even when her focus is choppy, and her vision is still spotty (and she's not sure which of those that one is, but she's not blind, so everything that isn't blind is manageable), and her fingers drop from his neck to his shoulder, beginning to push at the solid mass of him there, given Luther is still more than not half on top of her.

And. They don't have time. For anything. For words. For waiting.
For even taking a second to go holy shit that actually did happen.

"Up, up, up." A rushed series of sounds, more marching order than a request, matching the repeated shove of her hand, that almost doesn't sound like words through the crashing throb inside her ears, but they have to move. They have to get to Diego. They have to get their heads back in the game. It sends her into pulling her feet under her, from under him, gloved-hand in the snow, starting to push herself up.

Trying, without any success, to ignore the throbbing of her lips and the muscles around her mouth that match all too well that race of her pulse in her ears, in her teeth, in every too aware point in her body. But they don't have time.

[obediences]

Luther's pale eyes are darkened and hazy with desire, and his cheeks heated in a blush; his whole body feels like it's burning, set alight wherever she touched him. In one single motion, she's ripped down the brick wall that's existed between them for the past, what, seventeen years? Every last rule and requirement and firm boundary keeping them apart.

And she shoves him back into movement. The Rumor is the only person who can distract Space from his mission quite so thoroughly or so all-encompassingly, but also the only one who can shove him back into the saddle after she's thrown him off it, derailed the entire train of his concentration. Allison nudges at his shoulder and Luther finally clambers back up to his feet, almost slipping and skidding in the snow, and he reaches out and catches her hand in his gloved one to haul her back up to her feet. Her lungs are still a little breathless (from the suffocation or from the kiss, or both).

It feels like coming stumbling out of a dream, groggy and confused and disoriented — the world around them is too sharp and bright. He can't stop noticing every last little detail: the white beneath their feet, the clear open skies, the pale cream of the farmhouse. The tingling in his lips and fingertips, and the sight of Allison's hair disheveled; not just from the fight, but from his hands dragging through it.

They don't have time.

His hand's still caught in hers, but instead of letting go, he squeezes once, and then they start running, breaking into a sprint side-by-side.

[numberthree]

One hand is in the snow, and the other is suddenly in Luther's hand, and it's like the opposite of a trust fall because she isn't falling, but even the smallest tug of Luther in a rush comes with more force than anyone else could with their whole weight thrown into it. Sends her moving a little faster, upward. It's less like falling and a little like flying, without actually flying, plotting only where her feet need to be.

That once even the toes of her boots are crunching down into the hard-packed snow -- and the boards of the broken house wall, still everywhere around them; the ones Luther flew straight through the wall of only minutes ago, too -- they're already off and running. Debris isn't a concern. Only a detail. (And sometimes, when necessity calls for it, a weapon.)

Luther doesn't let go of her hand, squeezing hers gently once, and it's only one step out of the cadence of her roaring heartbeat, and she can't tell if it's just the warning of movement or it's something else. She doesn't have time for her heart to more than flutter something of a question mark that can't even make it to her mind, no less her mouth, before they're running.

Before she does what they've been trained to do;
tucks it away in her pocket; focuses on the mission in front of them.

Diego's voice and getting to him and the fact they've got whatever this is.